Every Pleasure

It's funny how every pleasure
Is spiked with so much pain
And sometimes all I can do is scream your name

It's funny how every laugh
Is tainted with so many tears
And I'm not sure if I'll last the years

Every time I look
All I ever see
Is your face staring back at me

You're in everything I say
Everything I touch
I fear it's becoming too much

But I blindly go on
Stumble and fall, but I try
Can't release it yet, can't let myself cry

It's funny how every pleasure
Is spiked with so much pain
And all I can do is scream your name

BLF '99